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Well, today my problems are a lot less than they were a couple days ago. First: I have an apartment! I signed the rental agreement yesterday, so now all I have to do is get my stuff into it. This is proving to be more difficult than I had first

So last night I went to the gym, and what an amazing difference some good (or bad) motivation can do! It was unbelievable. For a while after Vikki and I split I would watch myself in the mirror telling myself I was building the body SHE CAN’T HAVE. Which

There’s this Sting song on Brand new Day called Fill her up which sounds kind of annoying because Sting does this imitation of an American accent, but it tells a story which really resonates with me. It’s about a guy who works at a gas station in the

Something about Macarthur Park sums up how I’ve been feeling lately. Who was the asshole that left the cake out in the rain? Dammit. I had a dream last night that I went on a road trip with Hammerhead, and that we went «camping» in strangers’ homes. We pulled

Watching the little puddles on the roof outside Destiño’s window ripple from the raindrops coming down. Makes me want to find my grandmother’s cake recipe, spend hours baking a cake with sweet green icing, throw the recipe away and take the cake outside and leave it near MacArthur

Lovely meteor shower last night. I don’t think I’ve ever seen them so dramatic. Feeling very fortunate to have broken out of my depression long enough to get out of the house and go on a little field trip. Something interesting happened last night. I enjoyed the company

I must be in the grips of depression, as I’m thinking about the past. In particular, there’s an incident from four years ago, pretty close to four years ago to the day. I bought tickets to the Rolling Stones show at the Oakland Coliseum, not because I care